I feel like a runner

Heavens I did not know how long it had been since I blogged. I really need to get back into the groove of it. It helps to keep me honest. I am so proud of all of us for finishing the 8 miles. I never thought I was going to make it, but I did. I must say that for the day Vickie was my inspiration. I kept her in my sights most of the race, but she made me work at it. And she was only WALKING. Man is she fast. Anyway, I felt that even though the race was a little difficult, I did not give up. But the one thing that I learned was to have the right kind of socks. I wore some other type of socks and I paid for it by the end of the race. I had rubbed the skin raw in certain spots. The first thing I did was go to Fleet Feet and buy the good kind. Lesson learned. But the course was so scenic, even though a little muddy. Christa, you are doing so awesome. I hope I can eventually catch up to you. Kayra, when I saw you right towards the end of the race, you made me realize that even though we all struggle, we are also not quiters. Seeing your face helped me to finish it and not quit. I am looking forward to meeting more of the MM people and learning from everyone's own experiences. I AM A MARATHONER. And for the first time, I truly believe it.

Long time no see

Okay it has been forever since I last blogged. First up I must confess that I have not been doing to well this week. I have gotten into a funk and just can't seem to break it. I tried to do the interval thing this week and I did awful. I guess I was fooling myself in that I was improving. I did cross train today, and I felt better. I just can't seem to get into the running. After reading Christa's blog tonite I think I will try the 30 second thing. Surely I can do that. I know tomorrow will be a new day. But I just needed to vent.
I think that what I really need is soemone to help hold me accountable for my training. I wish I could hook up with someone during the week in or around my area. Don;t get mr wrong my husband is great, but he is in really good shape and I feel like a complete dork for not being able to keep up with him. I keep trying to tell myself what MArk said about running my own race. I did sign up for the run from the sun race on Sat. I just plan on having fun and not worrying about my time or pace. It's for a good cause as Christa said. I promise to be faithful again about blogging. Looking forward to Sat.

Inspiring

Today was the perfect inspirational talk that I needed to hear. Everyone sharing their stories made me realize that I can do this. I had a great time walking with Kayra and getting to know each other. Christa, I may have to try and run with you next time. Hope your back is feeling better. The comment that was made about doing this for someone who can't or who we've lost made me think about my aunt Sylvia. She past away at the age of 27 and left behind a two year old son. I am going to do this in her memory and to raise awareness for cancer. She was such a vivacious person, and when she passed way, a part of our whole family died with her. So, I plan on having a shirt with her name made, so she will be with me the whole way.
Thanks to everyone who is a part of this and especially to our speakers today, for inspiring us and making us believe in ourselves.

Ho Humm

Today was one of those days where I knew I should have just stayed home. But I stuck it out. Had to work a late night today, so I went to the gym early this morning. Got a call at 7:00 am from work telling me that they could not find the tests that had to be given today to my students. So I finally made it to the gym and then rushed home because I was expecting a painter to come and give me an estimate on painting the inside of our house. He never showed up. Went to pick out paint and carpeting, and could not find what I wanted. We are in the process of doing some remodeling to our house before my baby girl graduates from high school in May. Lots of family coming in from all over the country. I have the typical LARGE Hispanic family, and she is the first grandchild on both sides. Now I can only pray that I get all the work done before then. I am sitting typing as I wait for laundry to dry and then i can throw in the next load. The is nighty night for me. Can't wait for friday to get here. HA HA

AHA Moment

I am going to have to walk alot earlier now, because I just about got carried away by mosquitos the size of the new jumbo jetliner that was just released. Let me start by saying that listening to Mark's talk on Saturday make me look inside myself and really evaluate my motivation for doing this goal, and also why I am my own worst critic. I have to sat that I had an AHA moment. So let me just say that my reason for doing this is purely selfish. I wanted to fiinally do something for ME. I am sure that there are alot of people out there that know what I mean when I say that I usuallly put myself last and my kids and family first. I wanted to work towards a goal. I am one of those people that if I have a goal, nothing will stop me from doing it. I had 3 kids the youngest three when I quit working full time and went back to school to get my degree. It took me going full time and summers also, but I did it. I then went back and got my Masters a year later. If I can do that and raise three kids and a husband, then I should be able to handle this marathon. I've also been motivated by going through some major medical issues just six months ago.
My biggest battle and my AHA moment, was realizing that I really do sell myself way to short. Instead of finding the good things about myself, I always focus on the negative and that which I feel is wrong with me. But I have caught myself since Saturday, making myself say something good about myself, every time I think a negative thought . I must say it really seems to change my attitude. So instead of thinking how fat I look, I congratulate myself for sticking to the exercise program, or the fact that I am finally getting in shape. I know this is just a small step, but alot of small steps are what will get me to the finish line in October.

Run or walk on my marathon family.
We are marathoners!!!!!

Back from the Dead

Okay, it has been a long time since I blogged. It seems like forever. I am finally getting over the flu. It sure did hit me hard. I have not been able to do anything for over a week. I tried to wog today, but I could only go a few minutes before the coughing spells would hit me. I have decided to wait until Sat and see how I do. I feel like I lost all the momentum that I had before getting sick. I guess it's like starting over again. I did get a chance to read some blogs, so I don't feel to left out. I plan on going to WW meeting next week, so I hope that will help to get me going again. I have had so much chicken soup, that I swear I saw a beak looking back at me this morning. THen my husband thought it would be funny, so he bought some feathers and pretended that they were falling off me as I walked. What a nut!! See everyone on Sat

Down and out for the Count

Well I just got back from the Dr. Know why I have been feeling so yucky. I have the flu!! I never got the shot and now it has gone around in my department at work. There are three of us out because of it. I seriously doubt I will be at the meeting on Sat. I just want to get better. And yes, I will get the flu shot next year. LOL